Everything was already complicated.. but I just made it even more complicated. I wonder if I did the right thing.. Geez. I need a counselor~ Oh, a psychiatrist would be better, I think. No I think I need some sort of tranquilizing voodoo. Anyone care to give me one?

I can’t stand to see the people that I love get hurt. I hate that I am powerless to fix their problems. Especially when I want to believe that I can fix all problems. I can’t. In this case, all I can do is hug my mom and let her cry on my shoulder. I know that could be enough to make a difference, but mostly I hate that I can’t fix everything for her.

Then I watch her go about her work in the house with the same passion and commitment as always, and I wonder if she knows how remarkable she is.

They all say everything happens for a reason. I believe them. Really. I’ve had a few bumps along the road, but none of them was ever big enough to mess me up for long. And I always learned something in the end. Even the most painful moments have generally made me a better person. So I tell myself that there must be a purpose to all of this. There’s something I’m supposed to learn here.

OK, WORLD. I am open and ready for your wisdom. Now TELL ME what is the point of all this. My cellphone started acting weird for a week already and today and its so not working at all.

Geez.

3 Things you Might Not Know About Me.

1. ) I really like listening to orchestra/classical/operatic music, and Nobuo Uematsu’s compositions. O Fortuna is one. I can listen to it all day. Liberi Fatali of Nobuo-san is something I can sing out loud inside the house unabashedly. Haha. x3;

2.) I honestly think that most of my friends are far more intelligent than I am. |3

3.) I have one MAJOR SECRET that I’ll never tell anyone. Anyone including my parents. Yarly.

Your Birthdate: April 13

You’re dominant and powerful. You always need to be in charge.While others respect your competence, you can be a bit of a dictator.Hard working and serious, you never let yourself down.You are exact and accurate - and you expect others to be the same way.Your strength: You always get the job doneYour weakness: You’re a perfectionist to a fault Your power color: Gray Your power symbol: Checkmark Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

OK, I know these things tend to be pretty silly, but this is soo me. Yarly. Except maybe for the fact that I’m not fond of the color “Gray”. Maybe I should start wearing more “grays” and forget about those “pink” shirts. HAHA! XD May the power of GRAY be with me. AMEN. x3;; *draws random check marks on her notebook* >.<

JOIN THE FANLISTING!
NOW! <3333333333333

Because MNEMOSYNE.. is love. TRULY. COMPLETELY. UTTERLY. TOTALLY. Love.

*gasp*

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE MY HEADER!

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT <333

AND YES ITS SHANOTA! Nah, not really, I think she’s from err…this online game? I don’t know. D: Just yoinked the pic from e-shuushu. XD So like I completely wiped out teh Slined theme and replaced it with Not So Sleek theme by Small Potato. Amazing isn’t? I didn’t thought it would turn out like this. I mean, I didn’t have to bother and tell Shiji-sama to upload the theme for me! XDDD;;;; I know he’s busy so I tried my luck on this ultimate-replace-your-layout experiment. I’M A GENIUS! A CERTIFIED GENIUS! WAHAHA XD

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Ok.. I can’t post a comment. XD! So I have to tell Shiji-sama to upload the theme after all. ;_;”’